RAMMSTEIN

Fire. Lasers. Baby Explosions. Angel Wings. Flame Throwing Masks. These were all part of one of the most epic moments of my life....

RAMMSTEIN IN CONCERT.

Our seats were AMAZINGLY close to the front, Block 1, right next to the frakkin' stage.

Combichrist were the opening act and they were JAW DROPPING. Totally getting me in the right mood to bring me into the industrial mind-set.

The moment of complete epic shock and excitement did not hit until 15 minutes before they were about to come on stage, then, the lights dimmed and the show was about to begin. I screamed, jumped, stomped, thrust my fist in the air. I couldn't believe THEY WERE THERE.

The word epic is an understatement, since the entrance was the band members searing their way through the stage curtain, I could only expect them to top this twenty times over. I was hitting euphoria at this point, trying to tell myself not to get too excited and to pace my energy, but I had already hit barriers of emotion and screamed/roared to sound levels I didn't think were possible.

There were several moments I thought I'd actually pass out, for the first time in my life, one visionary scene being topped by another, sending me back and forth, over and over.

I survived the night, even if I had been sent to several states of pleasure I don't think I can even explain and I can honestly say, it was the best damn thing I have ever seen, it will be VERY hard to top this.

Thankyou Rammstein, you fucking rule my world.

(I am aware of how varied this entry is from my last, but ya know, thats my life)

...........

I've been suddenly overwhelmed with a state of shock and many other emotions that are under such themes.

I have just found out that a fellow vlogger, Rodger Swan has passed away.

I'm crying, crying alot.

"Why feel so attached to this guy?" you ask, well I came to know of this youtube'er before my trip to Tokyo two years ago and straight away his videos explained so much of the Japanese culture that you wouldn't get through a superficial television show, he was kind, polite and generally creating vlogs to help others. He was the same age as me, which made it easier for me to take in, I could relate.

I thus, was influenced to create my own vlogs from my own visit, hoping to share my experiences to anyone interested in the same cultural experiences I was looking for. From then on, I have been creating vlogs ever since.

He had just began his "second chapter" moving from 'Tokyo Swan' to 'Iwate Swan', which made me feel really happy for the guy, he was independent and it was totally amazing to see how much he had matured in the years he had spent in Japan.

It ended too short, his time was too short. It sucks that I have have to read this adventure of his has ended so god damned soon. I am feeling so angry that this kind, helpful and caring mans life has come to an end. WHY? Was he too good for this world? What, what is it? I just can't figure it out.

I have never directly have met him, but through watching such intimate times of his life I felt close to him. HE DID NOT DESERVE THIS. Oh man, what the hell am I trying to put forward here? I'm trying not to end this on an angry note, but it is really hard not to. I'm still crying.

Thankyou Rodger, thankyou so much for what you have inspired me to do creatively. You made such an impact in such a short time, you will be remembered through the imprint you made here on the vlogging community.

xX Rest In Peace Rodger (Tokyo/Iwate) Swan Xx

Beep

So, I feel like I should be all apologetic, or whatever?

I have become lazy with writing about my travels, my ups and downs, which sucks because I like to keep track of what I've been upto, my memory not being what it used to be, it's for reference and sharing my experiences with whoever cares. I get so dizzy from distracting myself with travels, I find that when I have a spare moment to myself, I become lost in my thoughts.

I've backlogged on some major events that happened at the end of last year...

- Berlin
- MCM Expo London
- Toronto
- Collectormania
- Disneyland Paris

I'm sure you can catch up with all of these events via my youtube, yes, I am self pimping. If I blogged about each one, I'd be here for quite sometime.

It's not that I don't want to write about them, because each event was frakkin' awesomely-tastic! It's more the fact that I enjoyed them so much, I'd write too much.

I thought it'd at least be a good start to keep track of the year, although January has already flown out the window (With many positive memories might I add), but the days and hours go by so damned quick nowadays I get kinda agitated when I have a moment to myself.

Already, I have viewed/met some of my idols....

- Henry Rollins
- Ron Clements
- John Musker
- Andreas Dejas

I could have listened to them ALL talk for hours, they never had a dull moment.
All of the above were capable because of two amazing people in my life that managed to lead me the path to them, with some very kind birthday presents. Which I am extremely grateful.

I now have booked events coming up, wondering if I can constantly top my last actions. Live each day as it comes, keeping my mind off the supposed "real issues" and all that bullcrap.

Booked events include...

- TNA Wrestling
- Rammstein

I CAN'T WAIT.

THE END.

Wait, I promised you pretty pictures. Ok, well, heres some snippets of what I didn't type about from last year, remember 2009!

Disneyland

Collectormania

Toronto

MCM Expo London

Berlin

Oops....

I admit it, I forgot about you dearest of Blog-lings and for that, you have my apology. i will make it upto you with a swift update (As swift as I can make it..) and some pretty pictures, k?

Setting off once more

First of all, because I love to hear my idols speak.



I enjoy stumbling across such intimate interviews, where someone you admire and respect greatly explain how they ended up stumbling through into the dreams they are living now. Still gives future hope, for well, the future. Glen Keane rules, fo' sho.

Speaking of Disney, I ended up falling into a movie when I was eating breakfast the other afternoon, known as 'Never Cry Wolf'. I had, of coruse, never heard of it before and was enticed for the premise of a man being dumped in the middle of the Artic Tundra to study wolves. It really was a beautiful movie and something I may, will and must own in the future.

I have realised when back tracking through my blog looking for what I rambled about last, I didn't go into any detail about my recent trip to Oslo. Well, I suppose my vlogs explain it, but it was a very beautiful cultured city, it's only downfall is the expense, since the minimum wage if £10 an hour in Scandinavian countries, you can imagine what you will. I did indeed enjoy myself, even if my sister and I did the usual of "Hey, we can walk EVERYWHERE!" and realise our bodies are made of pudding, thus, leading our bodies to collapse when the evening hit. STILL, I took many photomagraphicoids and had a jolly good time.

NEXT UP: BERLIN.
Cha' ha, it's like visiting an old friend, only you can stomp on his face and he won't complain. Seriously, my family used to go there ALL the time, mainly because my other, other sister used to live there, but I do miss Berliner and her beautiful sights. I am also hyped because it has not one, but TWO ZOOS. I will be overwhelmed and overjoyed while eating my giant pretzel ^_^

On the topic of travel, I have another trip booked to TORONTO in November, with a very lovely man. I have always had some kind of calling to the land of Maple, maybe it's because people say I sound Canadian, but either way I am excited! Checking out where to head and planning for it already, even if I have a few places to attend before then, I can't help myself :D More on that, when closer to the date.

Before I leave, here are some recent art pieces!



And thats all folks.

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